From the last few days I have been making efforts to experience something in life . "Something" that must share some closeness to spirituality , godliness or something with a favour of divine  connection. I have made along journey from passionate poetries of Sufi saints ( visiting Nazamuddin dargah ) almost daily in the hope that I might find a real fakir . Almost pick pocketed twice and lost my shoes thrice. To reading stories of Bhakti  sanyasis and shlokas , kabir , rahim and all available on net .

But what i realize that I was going in the circles and nothing much was actually happening .